Lord I come online to help me feel fine,
But just like it's designed,
It some how makes me only feel more pain.
These people you see,
They just don't understand me.
Sometimes I have to wonder if I'm really yours at all,
Sometimes I wonder why you won't just hop in and break my fall.
Sometimes I just wanna be left alone.
But sometimes I feel the need to feed on others beliefs.
In hopes that it will somehow help me.
My heart beats fast,
Lord I just wonder how much longer this will last.
I'm sure someone will tell me I'm wrong,
Must be wrong a lot.
I thought I understood all I was taught.
Don't fit in at all.
I feel my back is up against the wall.
- G2G, Monday April 19th, 2010