Look at me?
What do you see?
Unattractive, Unwanted, Not desired.
I blame you,
Oh what could I do, but blame you.
You see, no matter how you are I want to do right,
When I'm bored I'd fall right into wrong.
So I wrote this song.
Now that My emotions are almost all gone.
And tears are roling down my cheeks.
Oh the computer place could have kept my computer for another week ...
Sometimes I wonder if I really believe in God's words or not. I often find that my depression (which almost never goes away) makes me search for things to make me feel better. Unfortantitily this takes my mind off into sin. So I set up blocks, and give an online friend my very long password, just to restrict my own online activities. But I know deep down inside those feelings that sin is still there! If only there was a way to turn that off.
- G2G, Saturday July 31st, 2010